~ my life witout me~

I don’t know if you’re pushing me away or pulling me closer
I don’t know where I stand
I don’t know what you want from me
Or if you care at all

In the fading windows to your soul
i can see that you've just let me go
your eyes they lie , but i know u have tried.
and put up with my weakness and sad pathetic lies.
please don't miss understand ! I'd never do you no wrong
but i,m lost and still seeking a place to belong.


with the final flick of your good bye wave
i want to cry but i have to be brave
the door ,closed ..the door CLOSED
there so much i need but i cant be exposed
please don't miss understand! i,m gonna miss u like mad
but i need to be happy before i feel sad ...

the loneliness that ive saw..even in ur smile n laughter...
n that loneliness .....is the main reason..why i lost in u..
ur loneliness n ur sorrowness pulled me...
im so lost without u..i was so lost..
i used to b so good in describing bout "LOVE"..
but now ive nothing to say...
please don't miss understand ! I'd never do you no harm

but i need the storm before I'll be calm
I can’t read minds
I don’t know where I stand
Are you pushing me away
Or are you going to finally let me in


gosh this is not so meeeeeee..help! help!

eRkKkkK....

salam....olaa..
this week is the glorious week-in-between rotations..hehe
which means no responsibilities..no studying..no NOTHING!
ohh how it makes me happy..hehe

last week i m so shattered...answering my OSCE with dazed expression...huhu
but alhamdulillah..at least ive gone thru  the entire exams..~which i hate most~~
btw...next week ive to start doing "another" clinicals for 3 weeks...
errrrr.....again??? clinicals?? n 3 weeks some more....erm
its ok by the way...coz i really "ENJOY" doing clinicals...
"esp" in Ipoh GH..owao..so much enjoyable ~~what a pure fake expression~~huhu..good though...doing clinicals without tense..i mean exam is over..so i assume that i ll b more "FOCUS" this time ..

but what im so sure is...me n my friend will surely spent 50% of our time loitering at the cafe or hospimart..
doing window shopping n spent most of our money there...haha...

alrite thats all for now...
net is too sloww..as im at home..the coverage wasnt good at all..
to complete this post ive got bout 5 times dc...lots of fun huh??
heeee

im still aiveeeee!!!

salam to all..

cant believe im still breathing...alhamdulillah :)
yesterday is my last written paper.....eushhh no comment....
pretty tough though..hmm

after freaking out about studying, not studying, freaking out, tests, etc,

the written exams is over and i feel fine! granted,
i didn't make an A, but i know i didn't make an F either!
yay!!! breathe a big sigh of relief.
woo! and i didn't do an all-nighter either. oh yeah.

so today...i woke up a bit late....10.30 am..hahah..abit???
lazying myself...taking "mi sedap megi goreng" n an apple as my branch...
its a gr8 way to reward myself for nothing..hehehe

but alas...not too much partying for this...because clinical assesment is on monday..
kinda nervous...i hate this feelin..u know..
gtg..n grab sumthin to read for the test...

ciaowwww...

LeTs GiV Diz A tRY..... specially uploaded utk insan2 yg tension!! hee

Berani?? cube lah....hehe...
try then giv me the results...
it is very effective...

tRoubLe wItH ........

5 days left to finish my clinicals here...
happy but sad too...lots of memories n experienced..
n ....at the same time final exams is just around the corner..
n...completing my bunch of assignment is another matter..
so everything makes me stressful..

gosh i just hav 2 weeks to do my revision for finals.
shud i hope 4 a good marks?? hahhaa
u wishhhh....
but im still hoping for a little miracle...heheh -atleast for pass marks-hihi

everything is still undercontrol..
coz i ve few people who always giv me support n nvr lemme down..
my parents ,my love..
coz of them im still here today..hehe..


uff...i suppose to complete my assignmentsssssss...(plural of "s" coz ive a lottt )
erkk..
*now doing component for angiography*hehe
raining heavily~~~n it makes me soooooooo sleepppyyyyy...
assignment...assignment......cepat la abissss...

~L0Ve Of a FatHeR~~ dedicated utk sume anak2..

From father to beloved son...



Dear son...

the day that u see me old..hav patience and try to understand me..
If I get dirty when eating...If I cannot dress..hav patience..
Remember the hours i spent teaching to u..



If, when i speak to u, I repeat the same things thousand n one times...do not interrupt me..listen to me...
when u were small,I had to read to u the same story a thousand times until u slept..



When I do not want to hav a shower, neither shame me nor scold me...
Remember when I had to chase u with a thousand excuses I invented, in order to bath u..



When u see my ignorance on new technologies .. giv me the neseccary time n dont look at me with ur mocking smile...
I taught u how to do so many things..to eat good,to dress well..to confront life..



When at some moment I loose the memory or thread of our conversation....let me hav necessary time to remember..n if I cannot do it dont become nervous
As the most important thing isnt my conversation but surely to b with u n to hav u listening to me..



If I ever dont want to eat,dont force me..
I know well when I need to and when not..



When my tired legs do not allow me to walk...
giv me ur hand..the same way I did when u gav ur first steps..



And when someday I say to u that i dont wanna live anymore, that i wanna die..
dont get angry..coz some day u ll understand,..
try to understand that my age isnt to live but SURVIVED..



Some day u ll discover that, despite my mistakes,i always wanted the best thing 4 u
n that I tried to prepare the way 4 u..
U must not feel sad, angry or impotent 4 seeing me near u..
U must b next to me,trying to understand me n to help me as I did it when u started living..



Help me to walk ..help me to end my way with love n patience..
I will pay u by the smile n by the immense love I hav always had 4 u..



My beloved son...I began loving u b4 u were even born.
Will u continue to remember me long after im gone??
If i was given a choice..I would surely die 4 u..
but will u live 4 me?

I LOVE U....



p/s: LEts pun in a prayer 4 them :)



love u mum..love u dad

u r so cruel........

how could u....
why u do this to them...to the people that i love most..
to the people that i care most..
i still cant find the reason y...
they trust u...
this is not the first or second chance..i just cant remember how much u hav been forgiven..
when u will stop??
everytime u hurt their feelings..u hurted mine too..
u hav been given everything u want...

but what is actually u want??
u leave when u want to b free..but u came back when u need something...
u captivate everyone..
its such a splendid acting..
this wounds wonts seems to heal..
this pain is just too real.
they held ur hand through all of these years..
but u still....
dont hurt them anymore...
i cant see even a teardrops fall from their cheeks.
the way u humiliate them..
the pain that u gave....it was really unbelievable..till the time cannot erase those pain.
its painfull..really painfull..

i wud give u my life....to wipe their tears..
but pls..dont hurt them anymore..
enough is enough..

if u knew how painful it is......its unexplainable...
Ya Allah..help me to overcome this feelings....
coz im still waiting...
waiting for the time when i can get back their pleasent smile...

ermm..no comment..

isk3...today is the world's most humiliating day everrrr...
ni sume psl cassidy la..ske serbu x pkai helmet !
me n my friend were taking a nap in the pantry during lunch hour,then
suddenly w/tout knocking the door.............here it is....the most annoying person in the whole whole wide world...all of sudden..came there to take his "undone" bunch of work..
such a lazy d****r (xnak mmburukkan profession ni) heee.
but obviously we closed the door n lock the front deprtment...
but still he came inside like nothing happen, like no one there..

i was wondering y he is so rude..ergh...
sabar je la....its ok :)
9 days to go.....................weeeee

Gettin bitter .......

"maybe u need some space for urself....u r definetly okey." thats what he told..
sometimes..i feels like my body does not belong to me..
i dont know if what i felt was really happens..
or i lie n im cheating myself..

its kinda strange n weird..should i hide..or shud i let it go..
even if im trying to run....its part of me...its chasing me...
n still...in me...n always be..
shud i say its a cruel fate...definetly no....but its already a fate...
its just..im confused..n its such a gr8 confusion.i wish i can let it go..
i dont want to live with any regret..never asked y did it choose me..
but i hold to what daddy always said...I hav a strong faith that it will leave u one day"
please...go away from me ...

dush!!! bile aku toleh kanan tersentak jantung ku..
bile nmpak 1 jasad tergolek kat dlm longkang..n motor die jatuh kat tpi..
astaghfirullahalazim....ape ni,,...rupe2 nye,..
ade 1 mamat ni dari kiri dah langgar pintu kete mse ak nak kua..
Ya Allah...mse tu jantung aku bdegup kencang...kaki aku lembik...
seram sejuk je rase.....

"kepala hotak aWak ok!!!! " tengking mak kpade budak ni kat roomate aku yg bertanye smade die ok ke x..
mak die yg tinggal x jauh dari tmpat kjadian mluru kat situ ..
mak die marah2..ak pun trime je la..sbb ak yg salah...ye la mse bukak pntu kete x pndang blakang btol2....
aku sbenarnye tumpang kete mak kwn aku...adik die ade exam arini..so mak die anta adik die dlu..n ktorg still lg kat tmpat kejadian....

budak yg eksiden tu boleh kua dari longkang n siap maki2 n ktawe2 lg..
fine...ak trime je la sbb ak rase ak yg salah..
tp mak die mmg kasar...x abis2 nak ckp report polis..
so ak pn call la ayah aku...dengan air mate yg berderai2...
lg syok la makcik tu tgk org mcm aku..lemah je...lg die ugut2 aku
die kate kpale anak die terhentak...kne wat xray la pe la...
maybe die igt aku bodoh kot
pdahal aku mmg keje kat ospital...
so rumet aku ckp la kat makcik 2 yg ktorg ni keje kat ospital..so bwk la anak makcik ke sane.. kte wat medical checkup
"ahh...\pape pun saye nak report dlu"...tempik makcik tu...
ayah aku da cube naak runding ngan die tp die xnak..
so ayah aku ckp...let she do her own way..
die nak repot kte pun report lah..
then aku ckp lg baik2 ngan makcik tu...yg aku akan bayar sume ganti rugi + rawatan (wlaupun xde spalit luke kat badan anak die )
tp die bkeras gak nak wat report ....so...ok la....report la...

ak da buntu....sbb ni first time jadi kat diri aku..dah la jauh dari family...
then ade sorg pkerje ospital dtg amik ktorg...sbb mak kwn aku ni ade hal penting kne uruskan..
so ktorg pn tggu la pakcik gani ( attendent kat department) dtg amik..
 org yg g tgk kmalangan tu ckp " xde pape lah..skit je"
tp makcik ni x leh trime...so die g wat report ktorg pn tggu la kat ospital..
mujur la awal2 pg tu xde kes..
so x bizi pun...
abes 1 hospital tapah taw psl cite ni...n  ktorg mennggu2 kdatangan makcik "kerek" ni dgn anak nye,..
tggu punyer tggu...akhirnye dtg gak..masuk2 casualty je die da wat bising....
"mane 2 org doktor platih tu" tengking die...cari aku ngan member aku ni la..
hai...menggile lak die kat ctu..
doc yg handle kes tu Dr.Vickram...pstu ble staf2 kat ctu taw yg die la pmpuan yg aku mksudkan..rmai la org g krumun kat ctu..
rupe nye ngan Dr. Vickram pun die menggile gak...kah3...die nak wat gak xray..
tp doc ckp la..nak xray ape nye dah xde pape..
tp die degil..beria2 nak wat gak..then doc xnak wat..ade ke die marah doc tu...
pastu b4 kua ttbe die suh Dr. Viclram tulis MC kat die..hahaha...ape lg....sape nak bg MC..nak la gile

then aku n member aku ni jmpe la die kat lua casualty..die ckp x pndang pun muke ktorg...
die kate die nak wat gak skull x ray.....die kate anak die pening..mcm ade internal bleeding..
hahha..mse 2 nak tgelak pn ade...then explain la kat die "makcik..kalo ade fracture ke, bleeding ke...msti da bengkak.x pun die pengsan....
anak die siap leh sengih2 lg kat aku...
then die g famasi amik ubt..aku msuk casualty jmpe Dr.Vickram...
rupenye diorg kat dlm tu tgh ktawe kan kegilaan makcik tu...
ble aku cite psl die kate ade internal bleeding..lg la sakan diorg ktawe...
mane nmpak bleeding dlm xray..huuuu
tp aku rase lege la jgk sbb ade org on my side..alhamdulillah..xde rase keseorangan..he2

tp la..kalo anak die dtg wat xray.mg bg high KVP n mAS..radiation kaw2 punye,,huhu
pastu kul; 11 mak kwn aku ni g la wat report bg pihak aku..
rupe2 nye...polis2 kat c2 kate mmg diorg da lame aim moto budak die..sbb merempit...
n rpe2 nye jgk..td mak die da wat kecoh kat balai..huhu..

so d pendekkan cite..ak kne la baya compoud rm300...
bende yg boleh selesai sendiri tp makcik 2 x nak..

sume staf2 kat ospital kate die wayar ade short skit..haha..ye la..menggile x tentu pasal..
sesame melayu islam pun nak wat cmtu..
so begitulah ite nye..
pengalaman pertame membayar saman..tp aku mcm ade sikit trauma la
atill xleh lupe..smpai rase nak demam...
tidur pun asik terkejut2 je..
kate bpak kwn aku...dugaan di bulan ramadhan
wallahualam

assalamu'alaikum...:)

kadang-kadang Allah sembunyikan matahari.....
Dia berikan petir n kilat....
kite tertanye2..kmane hilangnye matahari...
rupe2 nye...Dia bg kite pelangi...

sllu kite bersangka buruk...
"knapa aku??" knapa msti aku"??..." knapa dlm rmai2..AKU??"
Astaghfirullah...
oh Allah..forgive me when i whine....
ni nasehat utk diri sy sndri..

jgn merasa sangsi...
stiap kali di uji...
Allah x akan uji dgn sesuatu yg kite x mmpu tanggung...

ikhlas n sabar..
susah sgt 2 perkara ni...slagi kte bersih kan hati kte...
tp..ni la yg kte nak dlm stiap perkara yg kte lakukan..
so.....bersangka baik lah dgn sang pencipta :)

wallahualam :)

what happen to meee...

pelik btol la...since pg td..
gatal2 keliling bibir...merah2..
mcm rashes
pastu pedih2...

mcm my skin inflammed..
tp yg pelik nye nape kat bibir je
mmg da try minimize menggaru2..
tp involuntary action..huuh

skrg die da naik mcm bintik2 besar..rashes ...merah warnenye..
tp nak kate infection...aku rase ak mnjalankan sgale safety precaution..
steril memanjang..heee
tiap kali handle patient..msti cuci tgn or gune antiseptic gel...
nak kate sbb lip gloss..ak x pkai gloss pun pg ni..
allergy kat face wash>? b4 ni pkai x de pape pun..
hmm..risau lak..
nk jmpe doc..malas...ermmm..

rimas nye :(

ni baru dugaan kecik...Ya Allah bantu lah hamba Mu yg lemah ini..

i just cant take it anymoreeeee....:(

hmmm...

basically its very hard to adapt...
but practically...no choice..

physically...i cant take it anymore....
but mentally.....i have to ...im sure...

actually...is not that easy....
but definetly...it takes time for me...

finally i ve to adjust ...
but surely i will...coz ive trust...


ni la ape yg dpt d luah kan utk hari ni..tekanan yg teramat..
tp insyaAllah..akan d setel kan =)

kdg2 dlm life kite x dpt ape yg kite expect...even dah well-planned..
sbb..Allah has a bigger plan 4 us...

suka disayangi??? atau rela di benci????? hmm..

its better to b hated for who u r than to b love for what u r not?

hmm..mane 1 yg korg rase lebih baik....
mmg org kate jdi dri sendiri...tp...kalo menjadi diri sendiri 2 wat rase org sekeliling x senang mcmne....

nak ke kite di benci d sbb kan prangai kite sendiri...??
tp nak ke kite di sayangi krne berpura2 jadi "somebody"....??

in my life ive found both kinda person...
maksud sy di sini...1) someone yg suke sgt jadi diri die..
2) sgt berpura2...
tp dcni sy mention.no ones perfect..n of course we wont b able to satisfy everyone in this world..

so..someone yg ske sgt jadi diri nye ni...die x kan kesah ape org nak ckp...
"whateverrrr"....n plus...die akan wat ape yg die rase btol...
instead of jage hati org...tp die sgt telus....

kalo yg 2nd type ni pulak....kite taw die mmg bukan die..means..die berpura2..
tp rmai org syg die sbb "acting" nye yg superb tu...

so....it depends..pade cara penerimaan kite terhadap pandangan org...
kte hdup kat muke bumi ni bukan sorg2...kne jage hati n prasaan org lain..
ye...kdg2 perlu sikit berpura2 tu...bukan utk tujuan mengampu or mnipu ( bpade2 la) tp..utk wat org skeliling kite rase slesa..
ble org rase slesa..die akan doakan yg baik2 utk kite...

n utk org yg suke sgt berterus trang n rela dirinye d benci ...
x salah menjadi diri sendiri.....tp pikir la....akibatnye d kmuadian hari :)

sntiase berfikiran positif...good day:)

sabar ati....sabar..

uwaaaa :((

ni je yg dpt aku ucap kan..
sesungguhnye hati ni terase amat perit skali...
jantung ku berdegup kencang....laju ....
lidah ku kelu...
p/s simptom2 d atas adelah simptom2 org yg sakit hati terlampau..

dah x dpt nak describe...btape pedih nye rase...apabila...
asek DC je ....ble nak connect balik punye la sikse...
then tgh sedap mnaip..ttibe..tup!!! DC lg.
even dah connect pun still mcm sipot...
sunnguh wahai celcom broadband..dikau menguji keimanan ku..

ni baru 2nd day kat cni..da rase mcm kebakaran hati berlaku.huhu
bomba pun xleh padam..
apo nak di kato...ive to face this..:(
tensionnnn........

assalamu'alaikum wbt...

hmm...next monday start la my clinicals kat hosp tapah.....
slame 2 bulan++....i just cant describe my feelings...bercampur baur.huhu
so..within this 2 months, i ll b staying at my roomate's house in bidor..
sume nye best alhamdulillah...family die best...aku je yg hampeh..haha
tp ni ha...si berokbang a.k.a broadband (sumber perkataan -syapik) wat hal lak..
mmg slow gilerrrr....just imagine..i need 15 minutes to open my yahoo mail......
tp xpe..sabo2....

at least ade gak signal..dr langsung tade...alhamdulillah :)
ade gak la sumber peneman d kala sunyi..slain dari tepon yg x henti2 bebunyik..
which means pnggilan dari my beautiful mummy or my gorgeous dad.. ( ni xde tujuan mengampu ye) haha...xpun adik pempuan aku yg claim hadiah pen glitter kaler2 yg aku jnjikan...xpun adik laki aku yg claim buku harry potter (bnyk sungguh janji2 manis yg aku tabur kan) kah3..

nearly 4 minggu x balik..mmg rekod terpanjang la...no wonder la aku ade hometown syndrom yg sgt kritikal...tiap hari x terkire bpe kali aku call mak aku...heheh...aku mmg homesick..

patutnye skrg bz wat assgnment yg mmg x terkire bnyk nye...tp blagak cool..mcm tgh bercuti..hihih..ha..ckp psl cuti..jeles btol kat clzmet2 yg clinical kat tluk intan..oooo korg dpt cuti smggu ye..x yah gnti lak tu..jeles btul...huhu...tp skurang2 nye aku bebas dari cengkaman skill lab kat bwh tanah tu..hahha..ampun2!!

what?? sUrGeRy?? noooooooooooooooooo

assalamualaikum wbt....



ermm...ttbe rase nak mnulis..mybe coz d belenggu rase bosan...

saje je fisr post nk cite psl my experienced....i think its a gr8 experienced 4 myself..

n its about operation...phewww...

ive been diagnosed with 2 dsease.arnold chiari malformation n sryngomylea.n one of them need a surgery..

hmm..mule2 tu..mmg xnak sgt2...

sbb dlu2 pnh ckp...i wont do any surgery in my whole life..aku rela mati dari kne operate2 nih..skali mmg kne btg idung sendiri.. operate kepale lak tu..
tp according to my parents,fmily n friends...sume suro buat..sbbnye da 5 taun x jmpe punca..
so..setelah berfikir.....berbincang...decison pun da d buat..

actually kat cni..xnak la cite psl surgery 2 sgt...

cumenye...aku nak mention...org2 yg bnyk bg support time 2.. i wont forget all of u definetly...

-first of all is my parents...mak ayah...mmg ati xtaw cmane nak balas sume ni..with each of every tears that ive seen or that both of u ve been hide from me..

n the care n love..mak yg x tido mlm sbb jage ati kat wad..ayah who always lend me ur shoulders n wipe my tears.yg x henti2 berdoa..yg tuggu berjam2 kat lua OT.mmg x terbalas...even aku berkhidmat utk diorg sepanjang hayat..u r so special to me..i love u mak...i love u ayah..thanks n sorry for always giving u lots of toubles n worries..



-then...my other family members..my siblings..yg mmg sgt2 memberi sokongan..
both of my bro n sis..sorry ye kak ngah ganngu korg nak exam this year...
n abg ku..thanx due to ur effort...jauh2 dtg jgk ...i love u my bros n cute little sis..



-makcik2 n pakcik2 yg sllu amik berat....esp my beloved wancik..yg bnyk bersusah pyh utk ati..thanx :) yg masuk ke bilik OT skali..who always giv me confidence...mmg rase mcm mak sendiri..even smpai skrg ak still bnyk susa kan die..n sllu die update aku..mmg wancik nurse yg sejati :) ..n to pak teh..thanx 4 the wheel chair yg ak tpakse gune kan kesane kmari..hehe



-all my uncles n aunt yg visit me b4 n after my operation..mse kat icu...
thanx thanx thanx a lot..x dpt nk mention sume..yg rmai2 dtg dari perlis... even xde tmpat nak stay n tpakse tnggu berjam2..thanx :)



-n to my friends..........to my rumet ..zatil hidayah bt. zahdi...cewah..wlaupun fius nye x brape btul..die la org yg sgt2 bnyk mmbantu aku.. sllu tman g hospital..even tpakse ponteng clz (ala..tp die suke je monteng..haha)..guau je
..lg...tman aku gi fisio..utk pengetahuan sume..ak ni mmg degil..bak kate kwn aku ni "ko ni,sedegil2 umat"..huhu..bab mkn ubat..wat fisio..die le yg bnyk uruskan..sllu dpt hadiah cadbury ( ni la the best moment) weeee..
thanx merul..mse ak down..ko mmg bnyk tlg..ttbe je ayat sastra ko kuar..psl jase mak ayah la...bla bla bla..u r the gr8test fwen ever..wlaupun ko rock2..aku taw ko syg aku..lallalalalalaaa...n thnx gak sbb mereply sms kwn2 aku yg kat obersea tu..even it is costly..hehe



-kwn2 lain yg g mlawat..ade yg support gune sms sbb jauh..antare kwn2 kolej prubatan yg g mlawat : syapik (thanx ye..siap buah anggur skali..n mlm b4 operate pun die ade bg sms ..tq) ....kak norul (time kaseh la dtg mlawat ye)..

ijah,wani,n naveena.... (thanx even korg bz ngan openday...n wani sempat lagi gossip2 aku ngan saad yg sengal tuh..sib baik mse 2 aku kurang upaye, kalo x mmg da mkn bucu katil dah )..hmm..ha!! enab ngan tam :D thanx ye..n sorg lg....cuzin merul yg bername tirah..hihi.. die susa2 dtg ngan merul b4 opration..jmpe kat kolej..dpt adiah "dice besar" taw..thanx :) thanx gak utk kwn yg support thru sms mcm ija...anaz...kak zira...n byk lg la ..sorry if x dpt nak mention kat cni..lg..senior2 dari course aku yg g mlawat ..maaf la x igt da sape sbb rmai sgt..hehe



- haa..yg ni sungguh spesial...kdatangan awe n mimi..n anis..ngehehe..
taw le cmane nak ucap time kaseh kat puak2 nih..haha..hmm..
actually terharu...sbb jauh2 diorg dtg..mimi dari ganu..awe dari go go gombak..
ni la kwn2 seangkatan mse wat law dlu..tp mreke still dgn law..oleh krane mrk mmiliki kesabaran ..haha.mse g mlawat aku sempat lg diorg menghasil kan lwk sengal diorg tuh...nak ktawe..tp thn je..thanx ye awe..mimi...bnyk support.. dila syg korg sgt2 :)



-eh..n x lupe gak kpade spupu2 ..esp tiqah..yg bnyk support..chatting..sms..yg sedia mendengo luahan hati ,keluh kesah..eceh..n kpade pakcik hasyim n famili yg g mlawat kat hotel mlm tu...oh yee.....kak mai...cayang kak mai... yg bwk kan bubur sllu sbb mknn kat ospital mcm *tuttttt*..kah3...tanx ye akak.. lg ..kak asma' n suaminye..kak jem yg call ati..tp mse 2 ati x larat nak ckp..hehe..sowy kak jem..n cuzin2 ku yg lain2 lg..



-n last but not least..medical team yg wat operation..yg jage b4 n after operation... Mr. Cheang yg gile2 -neurologist yg wat operation 2..(ade ke die suh aku blari the day after wat operation tuh,.haha) pastu Dr. Kavita yg cantik n caring..Dr. Kavita is pakar bius.. then..Dr. Adrian yg cumel... yg bnyk bg support..ha...nurse2 kat ICU ...kat daily care unit..n dkt wad 2c...sume caring n loving ..wahhh..:D...thanx ye..



*p/s- ni la the best yg boleh sye retrieve dlm memori ni..kalo ade name yg tercicir sorry ye...

~~tp da mcm tulih surat wasiat je..haha~~