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assalamualaikum wbt....



ermm...ttbe rase nak mnulis..mybe coz d belenggu rase bosan...

saje je fisr post nk cite psl my experienced....i think its a gr8 experienced 4 myself..

n its about operation...phewww...

ive been diagnosed with 2 dsease.arnold chiari malformation n sryngomylea.n one of them need a surgery..

hmm..mule2 tu..mmg xnak sgt2...

sbb dlu2 pnh ckp...i wont do any surgery in my whole life..aku rela mati dari kne operate2 nih..skali mmg kne btg idung sendiri.. operate kepale lak tu..
tp according to my parents,fmily n friends...sume suro buat..sbbnye da 5 taun x jmpe punca..
so..setelah berfikir.....berbincang...decison pun da d buat..

actually kat cni..xnak la cite psl surgery 2 sgt...

cumenye...aku nak mention...org2 yg bnyk bg support time 2.. i wont forget all of u definetly...

-first of all is my parents...mak ayah...mmg ati xtaw cmane nak balas sume ni..with each of every tears that ive seen or that both of u ve been hide from me..

n the care n love..mak yg x tido mlm sbb jage ati kat wad..ayah who always lend me ur shoulders n wipe my tears.yg x henti2 berdoa..yg tuggu berjam2 kat lua OT.mmg x terbalas...even aku berkhidmat utk diorg sepanjang hayat..u r so special to me..i love u mak...i love u ayah..thanks n sorry for always giving u lots of toubles n worries..



-then...my other family members..my siblings..yg mmg sgt2 memberi sokongan..
both of my bro n sis..sorry ye kak ngah ganngu korg nak exam this year...
n abg ku..thanx due to ur effort...jauh2 dtg jgk ...i love u my bros n cute little sis..



-makcik2 n pakcik2 yg sllu amik berat....esp my beloved wancik..yg bnyk bersusah pyh utk ati..thanx :) yg masuk ke bilik OT skali..who always giv me confidence...mmg rase mcm mak sendiri..even smpai skrg ak still bnyk susa kan die..n sllu die update aku..mmg wancik nurse yg sejati :) ..n to pak teh..thanx 4 the wheel chair yg ak tpakse gune kan kesane kmari..hehe



-all my uncles n aunt yg visit me b4 n after my operation..mse kat icu...
thanx thanx thanx a lot..x dpt nk mention sume..yg rmai2 dtg dari perlis... even xde tmpat nak stay n tpakse tnggu berjam2..thanx :)



-n to my friends..........to my rumet ..zatil hidayah bt. zahdi...cewah..wlaupun fius nye x brape btul..die la org yg sgt2 bnyk mmbantu aku.. sllu tman g hospital..even tpakse ponteng clz (ala..tp die suke je monteng..haha)..guau je
..lg...tman aku gi fisio..utk pengetahuan sume..ak ni mmg degil..bak kate kwn aku ni "ko ni,sedegil2 umat"..huhu..bab mkn ubat..wat fisio..die le yg bnyk uruskan..sllu dpt hadiah cadbury ( ni la the best moment) weeee..
thanx merul..mse ak down..ko mmg bnyk tlg..ttbe je ayat sastra ko kuar..psl jase mak ayah la...bla bla bla..u r the gr8test fwen ever..wlaupun ko rock2..aku taw ko syg aku..lallalalalalaaa...n thnx gak sbb mereply sms kwn2 aku yg kat obersea tu..even it is costly..hehe



-kwn2 lain yg g mlawat..ade yg support gune sms sbb jauh..antare kwn2 kolej prubatan yg g mlawat : syapik (thanx ye..siap buah anggur skali..n mlm b4 operate pun die ade bg sms ..tq) ....kak norul (time kaseh la dtg mlawat ye)..

ijah,wani,n naveena.... (thanx even korg bz ngan openday...n wani sempat lagi gossip2 aku ngan saad yg sengal tuh..sib baik mse 2 aku kurang upaye, kalo x mmg da mkn bucu katil dah )..hmm..ha!! enab ngan tam :D thanx ye..n sorg lg....cuzin merul yg bername tirah..hihi.. die susa2 dtg ngan merul b4 opration..jmpe kat kolej..dpt adiah "dice besar" taw..thanx :) thanx gak utk kwn yg support thru sms mcm ija...anaz...kak zira...n byk lg la ..sorry if x dpt nak mention kat cni..lg..senior2 dari course aku yg g mlawat ..maaf la x igt da sape sbb rmai sgt..hehe



- haa..yg ni sungguh spesial...kdatangan awe n mimi..n anis..ngehehe..
taw le cmane nak ucap time kaseh kat puak2 nih..haha..hmm..
actually terharu...sbb jauh2 diorg dtg..mimi dari ganu..awe dari go go gombak..
ni la kwn2 seangkatan mse wat law dlu..tp mreke still dgn law..oleh krane mrk mmiliki kesabaran ..haha.mse g mlawat aku sempat lg diorg menghasil kan lwk sengal diorg tuh...nak ktawe..tp thn je..thanx ye awe..mimi...bnyk support.. dila syg korg sgt2 :)



-eh..n x lupe gak kpade spupu2 ..esp tiqah..yg bnyk support..chatting..sms..yg sedia mendengo luahan hati ,keluh kesah..eceh..n kpade pakcik hasyim n famili yg g mlawat kat hotel mlm tu...oh yee.....kak mai...cayang kak mai... yg bwk kan bubur sllu sbb mknn kat ospital mcm *tuttttt*..kah3...tanx ye akak.. lg ..kak asma' n suaminye..kak jem yg call ati..tp mse 2 ati x larat nak ckp..hehe..sowy kak jem..n cuzin2 ku yg lain2 lg..



-n last but not least..medical team yg wat operation..yg jage b4 n after operation... Mr. Cheang yg gile2 -neurologist yg wat operation 2..(ade ke die suh aku blari the day after wat operation tuh,.haha) pastu Dr. Kavita yg cantik n caring..Dr. Kavita is pakar bius.. then..Dr. Adrian yg cumel... yg bnyk bg support..ha...nurse2 kat ICU ...kat daily care unit..n dkt wad 2c...sume caring n loving ..wahhh..:D...thanx ye..



*p/s- ni la the best yg boleh sye retrieve dlm memori ni..kalo ade name yg tercicir sorry ye...

~~tp da mcm tulih surat wasiat je..haha~~