16 December 2009

~ my life witout me~


I don’t know if you’re pushing me away or pulling me closer
I don’t know where I stand
I don’t know what you want from me
Or if you care at all

In the fading windows to your soul
i can see that you've just let me go
your eyes they lie , but i know u have tried.
and put up with my weakness and sad pathetic lies.
please don't miss understand ! I'd never do you no wrong
but i,m lost and still seeking a place to belong.


with the final flick of your good bye wave
i want to cry but i have to be brave
the door ,closed ..the door CLOSED
there so much i need but i cant be exposed
please don't miss understand! i,m gonna miss u like mad
but i need to be happy before i feel sad ...

the loneliness that ive saw..even in ur smile n laughter...
n that loneliness .....is the main reason..why i lost in u..
ur loneliness n ur sorrowness pulled me...
im so lost without u..i was so lost..
i used to b so good in describing bout "LOVE"..
but now ive nothing to say...
please don't miss understand ! I'd never do you no harm

but i need the storm before I'll be calm
I can’t read minds
I don’t know where I stand
Are you pushing me away
Or are you going to finally let me in


gosh this is not so meeeeeee..help! help!