~L0Ve Of a FatHeR~~ dedicated utk sume anak2..

From father to beloved son...



Dear son...

the day that u see me old..hav patience and try to understand me..
If I get dirty when eating...If I cannot dress..hav patience..
Remember the hours i spent teaching to u..



If, when i speak to u, I repeat the same things thousand n one times...do not interrupt me..listen to me...
when u were small,I had to read to u the same story a thousand times until u slept..



When I do not want to hav a shower, neither shame me nor scold me...
Remember when I had to chase u with a thousand excuses I invented, in order to bath u..



When u see my ignorance on new technologies .. giv me the neseccary time n dont look at me with ur mocking smile...
I taught u how to do so many things..to eat good,to dress well..to confront life..



When at some moment I loose the memory or thread of our conversation....let me hav necessary time to remember..n if I cannot do it dont become nervous
As the most important thing isnt my conversation but surely to b with u n to hav u listening to me..



If I ever dont want to eat,dont force me..
I know well when I need to and when not..



When my tired legs do not allow me to walk...
giv me ur hand..the same way I did when u gav ur first steps..



And when someday I say to u that i dont wanna live anymore, that i wanna die..
dont get angry..coz some day u ll understand,..
try to understand that my age isnt to live but SURVIVED..



Some day u ll discover that, despite my mistakes,i always wanted the best thing 4 u
n that I tried to prepare the way 4 u..
U must not feel sad, angry or impotent 4 seeing me near u..
U must b next to me,trying to understand me n to help me as I did it when u started living..



Help me to walk ..help me to end my way with love n patience..
I will pay u by the smile n by the immense love I hav always had 4 u..



My beloved son...I began loving u b4 u were even born.
Will u continue to remember me long after im gone??
If i was given a choice..I would surely die 4 u..
but will u live 4 me?

I LOVE U....



p/s: LEts pun in a prayer 4 them :)



love u mum..love u dad