u r so cruel........

how could u....
why u do this to them...to the people that i love most..
to the people that i care most..
i still cant find the reason y...
they trust u...
this is not the first or second chance..i just cant remember how much u hav been forgiven..
when u will stop??
everytime u hurt their feelings..u hurted mine too..
u hav been given everything u want...

but what is actually u want??
u leave when u want to b free..but u came back when u need something...
u captivate everyone..
its such a splendid acting..
this wounds wonts seems to heal..
this pain is just too real.
they held ur hand through all of these years..
but u still....
dont hurt them anymore...
i cant see even a teardrops fall from their cheeks.
the way u humiliate them..
the pain that u gave....it was really unbelievable..till the time cannot erase those pain.
its painfull..really painfull..

i wud give u my life....to wipe their tears..
but pls..dont hurt them anymore..
enough is enough..

if u knew how painful it is......its unexplainable...
Ya Allah..help me to overcome this feelings....
coz im still waiting...
waiting for the time when i can get back their pleasent smile...